Living life to its fullest while thriving through depression
I just can’t do it. My daughter is sad, and so am I… I gave her hugs and kissed her goodnight, she doesn’t say it but she wants me to stay with her in her room and talk to her, she wants me to listen to her and she will tell me all the reasons […]
Sometimes I get really motivated and I have moments where I feel if I can just fix this one thing or work on this one thing I will feel better it will give me the confidence I need and I won’t be so depressed. today for the first time in my 38 years of life […]
I feel so alone like everyone around me has literally abandoned me. I feel like I’m just feeling sorry for myself all the time, and basically I am. I try to reach out to family and friends and I get responses like “oh I’m so sorry you are feeling bad” and that’s it. Not “ […]
Dear Diary I keep distancing myself from everyone I need, everyone I love. It makes me sad. I know I am about to enter dangerous grounds when I do this because I alienate myself further away from light and hope. I’m not doing it purposely but actually I guess I am. I feel like I […]
Dear Diary, June 2010 I can’t believe he is here! A baby boy! I thought all along he would be a girl. I decided not to find out what the baby’s sex was while I was pregnant because we had a boy and a girl already. I thought it would be a nice surprise for […]
Looking in the mirror right now….I feel disgusted. How did I possibly let myself go like this? I’ve had 6 pregnancies and I have worked my butt off after each one to get back in shape to lose the 50 to 60 lbs I gained each time. Then I would repeat the cycle, get pregnant, […]
Today I feel really good, and I feel present for the first time in a long time. We are at the creek right now and I am looking over the water at my kids having a good time catching minnows and other small fish. They love to come here especially the boys. I feel like […]
